Fri. Aug 28, 2009 | 12:20 PM

Part 2.

Last week we introduced you to Taimyra who is 17 and pregnant and agreed to document her pregnancy in a video diary exclusively for tyrashow.com.

She is not holding anything back and exposing her real, raw and honest truth of becoming a teen mother.

This is her story.

Check back Friday for the latest installment of tyrashow.com's teen pregnancy diary. And if you're a pregnant teen and want to share your personal story, click here.


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Im 17 years old and don't have any kids, but I know what it feels like to be pregnant. I found out I was pregnant six weeks and five days into my pregnancy. I was feeling sick and I missed a week of school for something I didn't even know was going on. It turns out this baby I was pregnant with was attacking me from the inside, because my blood type is negative and the babys' was postive, from the father. It turns out the dad didn't want anything to do with it and he told me straight up. He said that he didn't want anything to do with it because it's his senior year and he needs to focus on his school work this year and he needs to graduate. When he told me this my heart sank into my stomach. I couldn't stand him. This is coming from someone whom I love and whom has also cheated on me several times. But everytime, I go back. I do love him still with all my heart. I did end up terminating the pregnancy but it turns out three weeks later, here I am writing this, I'm pregnant again, and don't know how to tell my mom. It was hard the first time, but now, after everything.. I just have no clue how to tell her. She supports me in everything I do and I don't want to break her heart. I asked the father what decision he was going to make this time, whether he was going to be there for me or not, if I decide to keep this baby. But once again, I made the wrong decsion to have sex after the first time he said no. He said no this time also. Im definatly stuck
Posted by Anonymous 10/12/09 5:12 PM
 
i feel bad for her and know how rough it is to have a baby at such a young age. i watched a couple of my family members struggle from having kids so young and i understand its hard but hang in there. and everyone who is calling her stupid its not making her feel better. im not saying its right to have sex or what she did,but think about it EVERYONE has hormones everyone has the urge to do it sometime or later! but i am saying put yourself in her position and just because she got pregnant doesnt mean her parents didnt teach her well. i have the best parents i could ask for. and they talked to my sister and let her know the consequences. its up to you and whether you do it or not. so stop calling people stupid because im pretty sure you guys have dont just as stupid things as everyone else ! hang in there girl !
Posted by Anonymous 10/05/09 10:39 PM
 
ALL OF YOU ARE DUMB!!! IF U DIDNT WANT THIS CHILD THEN Y DID U HAVE SEX IN THE FIRST PLACE. YOU COULD HAVE USED A CONDOM I MEAN THAT IS WHAT THEY ARE FOR. YOUR STILL A KID YOU SHOULNDT BE HAVING SEX.DONT TELL ME YOUR IN LOVE. JUST BECAUSE YOUR IN LOVE DOESNT MEAN THAT U SHOULD BE HAVING SEX.IM 17 YEARS OLD AND IM STILL A VIRGIN.I CHOOSE TO BE A VIRGIN. I THINKS ITS WRONG TO HAVE SEX BEFORE MARRIAGE I WAS RAISED LIKE THAT AT LEAST MY PARENTS ARE SMART ENOUGH TO TEACH ME SOMETHING UNLIKE URS. YOU WANTED TO GET PREGNANT NOW DONT GO BITCHING BOUT HOW HARD IT IS. YOU HAVENT BEEN THROUGH ANYTHING YET. WAIT TILL THE BABY GETS HERE. I HOPE YOU've LEARNED UR LESSON AND I HOPE U TEACH UR KID TO NOT HAVE SEX UNTIL THEY ARE MARRIED.
Posted by Zona 09/19/09 8:40 AM
 
hi! im 18 and i have two kids a boy whos 2 1/2 years old and a 10 months old baby girl.... its hard sometimes but i deal with it babies are a gift,u should be proud u gonna be a mommy cause theirs a lot people who wishes to be a parent!!trust u will be happy holding ur baby that u created,who cares if the father would be their or not!!!1
Posted by lismary 09/19/09 7:15 AM
 
i dont see how you girls are so stupid to even have sex if u have sex with a guy then do it with your husband because having sex at a young age can really mess up your life im only 14 and i know not to have sex if your friendz are doing it then walk away and never talk to them find a new crowd to be with one that doesnt have sex im just saying next time you kno to wait to have another child wait until your ready and tell all the other girls out there not to have sex at a young age i've never seen it happen but i know alot of guys that just want to have sex and then dump you right now im telling girls not to have sex because they are thinking of it memba im only 14 im telling 14 - 16 year olds not to have sex so just hang in there - Leann
Posted by Leann 09/12/09 8:56 AM
 
hey.iknow its hard at first i have a babby and im 16.idint want to have the bby wen i wus six moths but wuns a had my bby she ment the world to me.shes the only reason why i live.shes 1 and 4 moths and ilove her more then anythinq jst remember nothinqs impossible if yewh try hard to maintain for yor bby evry tinq will be ariqht. -sandra
Posted by sandra 09/05/09 4:49 AM
 
hey Taimyra i know how you feel i'm 19 and have a 20 month old i got pregnant at 16 and had my child at 17 it is not easy i will tell you that i have been there. in that same situation of thinking about adoption but i just could not get myself to do it but you know what is right for you and what ever people tell you dont let it bother you, you know what is right and how you feel and you cant think about you anymore you have a life that you HAVE to take care of and as a mother you know what the right thing is that you have to do just listen to your feelings and your self you will get through this its hard but just hold your head up high and take good care of yourself and that life that you are caring for
Posted by nicole 09/03/09 6:43 PM
 
Hey sweetheart, I personally don't know how it feels to be a pregnant teen but I know that it's hard...I have two friends who have recently had babies...one baby is 5 months and the other is alomost a year old. The most important thing that you can do is hold and and stay strong not just for you but that baby...it can sense trouble and distress even if you don't want it just keep in mind that you are doing what's right for the baby. I watch you and I wish i can help you get through it all. These people who are posting these ignorant comments don't know what its like and wouldn't know because they don't have common sense. Just keep in mind to stay strong, if you ever need someone to talk to too..talk to God.
Posted by Denisha 09/02/09 2:42 PM
 
i d/ont understand y would these gurls do such a thing whoa
Posted by mashea 09/01/09 4:03 PM
 
HI I AM SYDNEY M JOHNSON, MY FRIENDS CALL ME SQUIDZ!!!! I HAVE A PROBLEM! EVEN THOUGH I AM ONLY 11 I AM IN A DEEP CRUSH WITH 13 GUY WE ARE BOTH IN 7TH GRADE AND WE ARE IN 1ST&5TH PERIOD. BUT HE ONLY THINKS OF US AS FRIENDS. WHAT SHOULD I DO WHEN I HAVE ANOTHER CRUSH IN MY GRADE, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE WRITE BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PS LOVE DA SHOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Posted by SYDNEY 09/01/09 3:15 PM
 
hay girl its hard doing everything on your own but it will be ok. i was 16 when i had my baby and now hes 6 and playing football. i thought i would never love him or want him because i hated his dad. but ithe day i saw him i knew that i would love him forever!!!! just keep your head up and everything will be ok. you'll know what to do once you have your baby trust me. take care and good luck
Posted by mimi 09/01/09 12:51 PM
 
will i did and the pass likee same sex!but at this time am dateing guys. i do think about the same sex. i ask my self em i gay or what because i think about females alot! when am haveing sex with a guy am thinking about a female! when i see a nice women i go crazy . so em gay. i would love a 2 be with a women all the time.
Posted by lashaunwashington 08/31/09 11:29 PM
 
this is crazy but diid yuu thiink iit was qonna bee easy bcuz yuu thought wronq i havee tew baby iim stuCk wiit n iit'ss hard iim only 16
Posted by acr 08/31/09 3:07 PM
 
WOW!!...DAMN SORRY TO HEAR THAT...WATCHING THIS CLIP MADE ME REALIZE THAT IT AINT EASY
Posted by naomi 08/31/09 12:47 PM
 
USE A RUBBER!
Posted by its kinda easy.. 08/31/09 12:12 AM



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